In case you do not want to read all the stuff that is in my head and actually not important at all, you might as well skip this journal. Of course there is other things in my head too but... yeah well, all this confusing Mavrosh-brain-content is hard to sort, even for me, so feel free to ignore that crazy old lady here anyways, hahaha...

So here we go.

Weight... since march I have lost around 17-18 kg of weight... which is so much! And believe me people, I am eating! Having this low-carb-diet though drastically changed my body and I did not have much control over that. Looks like right now my weight has settled now and I stay the way I am right now, which is good. I mean, I really wanted to loose a few kilos but that it was so many now is a nice side effect of this diet that I am living on for HEALTH reasons and not for losing weight in the first case. The downside is - I must think about sports now. Yes yes, loosing that many kilos in only a few weeks leaves its traces on the body of a woman, who is no longer 20 years old.

But then, I have quit smoking! Looks like it works this time. Have not smoked in two weeks now and I miss it a lot. I am having a hard time with fighting this addiction actually, but so far I have been making it without a single sin in between. I start to smell better again and also stuff has a lot mre taste. I am counghing like crazy in the mornings still, I think, this is my body getting rid of the poison that was stuck inside my lungs for 20 years now. Yes, I have smoked for about 20 years, only with one interruption when I was pregnant.

Ah, and something completely different... Poser and DAZ artists - open youe eyes! It is unbelievable how many pictures I have seen lately which could have been sooooo great but have not because people seem to oversee major clippings (hair in breast, foot in ground etc) or their figures float above the ground or there is shadows missing... I mean, this stuff happens to me as well, sometimes you just get blind when working on a picture forever and I beg you people - tell me when you see something like this, so I can correct it! This is no big deal to be done and as I said - I  have tons of flaws and mistakes in my own works, so this is not what my rambling is about... also so many times those pictures get tons of "Ohh great work" comments instead of "Wonderful work, however you have overseen that..." which is as bad if not even worse. Sorry, I just do not understand that. Is that only me?


Ah and what is it that makes people keep on rambling about dA so much? I know this site has many downsites but overall this is a wonderful place to be. I have met great great people here, have collected wonderful feedback and so far, the idiots that I had serious trouble with have not been many. And hey - idiots are everywhere anyways, especially in real life.

Other than that... we have wonderful weather today. It is very warm outside but not humid at all. I have missed the sun so much!